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DeadJournal for Neglected Porn Star.
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| Saturday, August 16th, 2003 |
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 Aesthete The ULTIMATE personality test brought to you by Quizilla  You must like blood. That's all I can say. Wow... I remember when I did that...nothing could stop me... addict! What Kind of Cutter Are You? brought to you by Quizilla ok hey. iam bored, i just got back from family, had a funeral today. i love seeing them. that's all folks |
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| Tuesday, August 12th, 2003 |
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school sucks not really, but i gotta get back used to it, i've been sleeping in class already. everyone has been staring at my hair. that's about it, who cares about class |
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| Saturday, August 9th, 2003 |
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   ok here is a look at my new pink hair...if you can't see em go to http://photos.yahoo.com/otep_slave |
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| Tuesday, August 5th, 2003 |
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iam really sad, i feel shitty, and depressed. ok, so my parents have been out of town for aboutfour days, then they come home today and as soon as my dad walked in he started yelling at my sis,(over a dumbass phone call), and then,as always, he started talking out his ass, and told my sister she needed to move, and you know my sis, so just now when she got off work, she came in and packed up all her stuff, and she just left. ......::sighs::.....FUCK.... |
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| Sunday, August 3rd, 2003 |
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The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell! Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante's Divine Comedy Inferno Test |
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well been looking at some otep stuff....iam soo glad they are in the studio, iam about to cry just thinking bout it. i am a soldier offered by kevin in the war against apathy, i am a soldier in the war against ignorance, i am a soldier in the war against social intolerance, i am a soldier in the war against commerce, i am a soldier in the war against exaggeration, i am a soldier in the war against fear, i am a soldier in the war against loneliness, i am a soldier in the war against the mullet, i am a soldier in the war against mental poverty, i am a soldier in the war against sameness and lameness, i am a soldier in the war against isolation, i am a soldier in the war against the destruction of language, i am a soldier in the war against idle minds, i am a soldier in the war against deceit and corruption, i am a soldier in the war against hypocrisy, i am a soldier in the war against depression and anxiety, i am a soldier in the war against poor working conditions, i am a soldier in the war against abuse, i am a soldier iam a fucking shadow soldier...i can't wait til the tour. iam looking forward to an otep tour, i can't wait for the afi tour, i tried to watch the otep video but my comp hates me:( im gonna get jihad, i kept seeing it each time i went to the store, but i never got it, iam just mad cause i can't listen to sevas tra cause glo stil has it:( all i can listen to is blood pigs, but i just tried to listen to my confession of otep.com but it kept skippin and i got flash backs of back when i first got the albuma nd i would go outside in the frezzing clod(around jan) and i would sit on the porch and listen to sevas tra...tha's all today. oh yeah i can't wait to get my lip pierced, iam gonna get the middle part, but instead of it being like a loop, i want it to go throught the middle of my lip...whatever later |
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| Saturday, August 2nd, 2003 |
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yay...empire records is comming on soon!, i love that movie. nothing special to say now. hey does anyone think i could make a good radio dj?\ i couldn'r sleep last nite, i had to b at work at 800 and i think i fell aslpee at about 625:0 i know |
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| Tuesday, July 29th, 2003 |
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    you know you love me....maybe...please:( |
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survey of eternal damnation 1.Bros befor hoes or chicks befor dicks? Bros, fuck love 2.Lollipops or berettas? blowpops 3.Virgin or whore? Virgin-sacrafice me, j/k whore 3. (?)Sheep or goats(666)? goats 4. Mullet or mohawk? Mohawk..soon 5.Leather or lace? Lace, save the cows!!! 6.Kissing- Eyes closed or open. closed 7.Head-give or take? take 8.Sex-in public? :O never 9.Sex- doggie or missionary? missionary 10.Music-Ministry or Korn? KoRn 11."fuck the police" or "allow me to bend over officer so that you may fuck me"? bend over, if they?re cute 12.Movies- Chainsaws or Girl Power? Chainsaw 13.Role Models-Michael or Jason ...hmm both 14.Role Models- what about Freddy? freddy is ill too 15.Simpsons or Space Ghost? Simpsons 16. Wutang or ICP? Wu-Tang 17. Sniper rifle or bazooka? bazooka 18.predetor or aliens? aliens 19.predetor vs. aliens? aliens 20.judas or mary magdala? I don?t fuckin know 21.buried or cremated? Burned at the stake 22. slipknot or cradle of filth? cradle 23.hatebreed or good charlet? hatebreed 24.moshin or breakin? Moshin, and chillin 25.straight gay or all of the above because youre 15 and have recently dicovered sexuality? Yeah, all 26.kill em all or we are columbine? kill them all 27.save tibet or save the rainforests?rainforest 28.drugs and alchohol or clarity and conviction? Um?different each day 29. raves or rage?rage, fuck a rave 30.james brown or master p? neither, maybe james 31.fetus soup or pro life? niether 32.hoodies and brass knuckles or president masks and baseball bats? Mask and bats 33. hardcore or emo? niether 34. Louis or Lestat? lestat 35.good will or gap? Good will 4 life 36.a pony or a pitt bull? pony that was stupid... |
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| Monday, July 28th, 2003 |
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i just got back from six flags it was really fun. we didn't get there til about three, and i got the voucher for my season pass. all the guys i wanna marry were there. it was cool. heres the song i wrote last nite; -GOTHIC PERSONALS iam the prettiest one in the picture, standing next to monsters and creaturs iam the oddest one in the bunch, catfood and cigaretts for lunch. you can't rewind to my happiness, BUT YOU CAN FASTFORWARD TO MY HATE!! NOW WOULD YOU LIKE TO DATE ME WOULD YOU LIKE TO DATE ME five-eight(5'8), dark eyes, and dark hair, never can figure whut to wear. maybe black, pink,and some lace sometimes clothes are what i hate. boots used for stomping. and the kitty ears that make me feel sexy THE WORD TO DESCRIBE ME WILL NEVER BE , BEAUTY!!!! NOW WOULD YOU LIKE TO DATE WOULD YOU LIKE TO DATE ME 16 going on 30 feeling old, dirty, and ugly. no religion cause that's not for me, i just believe in what i see. children are truely our future, but i won't be here that long. and the music that i like, sounds a lot like this song. call goth or punk if your able, BUT I WON'T GO FOR A FUCKING LABLE! NOW WOULD YOU LIKE TO DATE ME, WOULD YOU LIKE TO DATE ME tattoos and piercings, coming soon pain in love really turns me on i like it when you bite on me can we play a game called "DO YOU LIKE ME!!!" NOW WOULD YOU LIKE TO DATE ME WOULD YOU LIKE TO DATE ME WOULD I FUCKING DATE ME.....NO! pretty right?:) ::my brother is chasing my sister with an electric drill!:: |
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| Sunday, July 27th, 2003 |
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| oh i forgot to mention that when i was at the mall and i was buying my afi stuff, the girl who worked at hottopic was telling me how she got to me davey and hugged him:( but she had to wait three hours, but iam sure it was worth it. | ||||||
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ok. well yesterday i went out. i got all dolled up and went to the mall with my sis and jackie, we went to stonecrest. i bought a afi shirt, afi sticker, and a my ruin cd.then we went to the movies and watched bad boys 2, it was really funny, i wanna see it again. today my whole family pissed me off, cause i was gonna go to sixflags and not go to work, but they kept saying, u better go to work,NOW ALL YA'LL KNOW, I HATE PPL TELLING ME WHUT TO DO!!!!. but iam ok now cause my sis said we can go in the morning tomorrow.::yay:: that's all folks |
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| Thursday, July 24th, 2003 |
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today i went to the mall with my sis. she bought these cute shoes iam getting some tomorrwo, maybe i saw the convese heels, they were cute but i won't be getting them i met this girl and she went to warped tour yesterday, she said the pit was awesome, especially when afi was on, i wasn't upset, but i still wish i was there. i bought a pink fuzy collar w/ spikes, and some dangle earrings wiht skull w/ pink bows on em', cute? that's all going out tomorrow with sis and friends. later |
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| Wednesday, July 23rd, 2003 |
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 Death Obsession What's Your Obsession? brought to you by Quizilla |
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| Tuesday, July 22nd, 2003 |
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iam fucking pissed, and dissapointed. i woke up this morning at 730am to win warped tour tickets so i can see afi...but i didn't but i had three other chances...but i didn't get through...so iam really fucked...i have this burning desire to seen em...woe is me |
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| Monday, July 21st, 2003 |
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 you are "the great dissapointment". you really dont believe in anything. not yourself, god, or anyone else. you used to but things happened (or didnt) and now you have lost all hope for everything. which song off afi's sing the sorrow are you? brought to you by Quizilla |
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almost got it exactly the way i want it...gotta fixe the tileing and the text color and shit like that.nut iam just happy i got afi up here. iam getting good at this...maybe...better then b4,huh |
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| ok....i hate this journal shit...how the hell do i put um my own background?.....i quit | ||||||
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i bought an old afi cd. the art of drowning. i was gonna get my ruin but it wasn't ther then i saw afi an picked it up but i was gonna look for something else and get afi just in case i couldn't find anything else, then my sister came in the store and started yelling at me, and getting all mad,and i just decided to buy it. iam glad i did i love it davey is so poetic...duh...but still...he says what he feel and i feel it too! i don't call a band a band i truely like until they make me wanna play music and i wasn't really feeling that from afi but when i got this i felt it...they're a fav of mine now. iam seriouly trying to win tickets to warpped tour...it's wednesday...so i have today and tommorrw.wish me luck...but i feel i deserve it. |
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DeadJournal for Neglected Porn Star.
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mellow.
surprised.
awake.
high.
depressed.
okay.
sleepy.
hot.
ecstatic.
angry.
accomplished.
artistic.